I’ve been thinking about “home” a lot lately. This twinge of fear that I am losing my roots, of forgetting home, of having traveled too far from home has scared me into the kitchen to learn the art of gumbo, stuffed bell peppers and one day étouffée, cabbage rolls, jambalaya and a roast all dressed up in its Sunday best.

When I think of home I am filled with such longing for the people I grew up with. People who call me as Annie Brooke with their southern drawl. People who sing songs about a slower pace of life. People who are always “doin’ jes fine, jes fine”. People who have lived in the same neighborhood, same house and can tell you stories of the evolution of their little town.

I miss the worn-in, comforting, sweetness that only home can give.

Last night, my pastor got me thinking about a different home, my real home, my future and eternal home. I wish I could say this sermon didn’t undo me as much as it actually did.

But it did.

I don’t think enough about the return of Christ. To be honest, it makes me a little nervous. It’s on the verge of fairy tale. It’s outside of what I can know and understand right now. And when something makes me a little nervous, I just don’t talk about it, think about it, or focus on it.

But last night, I was reminded of how true and hopeful this doctrine is. I was reminded what it means when Jesus returns. I was reminded that it means that all of this sorrow, darkness, and despondency I feel now and see around me will dissipate, will end, for good. I was reminded of how this eternal significance affects my here and now. I was reminded of how this truth gives me hope in the dark places. I was reminded of how, one day, all suffering will end.

He was right, suffering does push me to pray “Jesus, come quickly”.

I want to remember this when I wake up feeling fragile and weak. I want to remember this when the pain of loss makes it hard to breathe. I want to remember this when work is falling apart and when joy feels just far enough out of reach to make me want to scream. I want to remember this when I feel like life is one cruel joke on me.

I most often find myself praying for the Lord to come back when I am having a bad day. I say it out of frustration. I pray it out of my desire to escape instead of a desire to get Him.

But, more than anything, I also want to remember this when my heart is full. I want to remember this when my world feels comfortable, warm, worn in and I am just where I want to be. I want to remember this when my marriage is the best thing ever, friendships fill me to the brim, and my pot roast comes out perfectly. I want to remember that while these are good and sweet blessings, Jesus is better. I want to remember that on my very best day here, it is merely a shadow of things to come.

I’m reminded of the time Jesus said that if you don’t hate your father and mother, brother and sister, your own life, you can’t be my disciple. Jesus wasn’t actually condoning and encouraging them to hate their family. What he was saying was that your love for your family should look like hate in comparison to how much you love him. There are days when the Lord pours out grace upon my life and I love my family so much. I love Kyle so much I could just squeeze him! I love my friends and community so much that just thinking about how huge they have been for me brings tears to my eyes.

Jesus wasn’t saying this is wrong. In fact, the only way this is possible is through his sweet grace. He was saying that all of that love, all of those affections should look like hate in comparison to how much I love Him, adore Him, and treasure Him.

My prayer is that whether I am suffering or prospering, I believe with all of my heart that there is no place I would rather be than home with Him.

Jesus, come quickly.


Happy Birthday to my Best Friend.

Today, my best friend turns 29. Happy Birthday to you, Staci Bishop.

I met Staci through a Get Trained class at the Stone. I was coaching table leaders and she was going to be one of the table leaders. We were at a leader meeting at Sally Lopez’s house before the semester started. Staci was loud and smart and energetic. All of these things combined with her strong West Texas accent made her hard to miss. And man, oh man, did she scare the crap out of me. I had no idea how I was going to coach this girl.

At the end of the night we started talking and the fear started to wear off some. We talked about where we were serving at the church. She surprised me when she said that she hadn’t found a place to serve. I said, well, now you have.  You’re coming with me.

5 years later she’s still with me.

Every once in a while we look at each other and wonder how in the world we are friends. We have absolutely nothing in common.

She loves football. I love futbol.
She is West Texas. I am East Texas. (two very different, but strange places)
She is a go-getter achiever. I am a slow-goer harmonizer.
She is a Bachelor watcher. I am a documentary watcher.
She is an incredible southern cook. I am an incredible southern food eater. (yes, this might be the glue that holds us together)
She is a fighter for all things good.  I am a watcher of documentaries of all things good.
She is a lover of triple x sweat pants. I am a lover of the perfect LBD.

We are as opposite as the day as long. But, we have one thing in common. And it’s the one thing that matters the most.

We have Jesus in common. Staci is the girl who fights for me to look more like Jesus. She is the girl who would walk into my room before work, flip on the light, put a cup of coffee on my desk and tell me to get up and read my Bible. She is the girl who sends me text messages to see how I am doing in my consistency in reading the Bible, in prayer, in loving Jesus, in loving Kyle, in loving my community, in fighting sin. She is the girl who perseveres me when I don’t want to be persevered. She is the girl who helps me do the seemingly impossible. She is the girl who believes in me, who prays for me, who loves me.

And man, oh man, do I love this girl. The Lord brought my sweet Staci into my life in a time when I desperately needed a friend to help me along in life. She is the most generous person I know. She withholds nothing from those who are blessed enough to have her in their world.

Thank you, Staci Bishop. You are the best friend a girl could ask for.


day 7: I blame Pinterest for my delusional behavior.


Whew! I can’t believe I made it all 7 days! Granted, I did miss day 4 and had to post two on day 5, but still. I wrote 7 things. I posted 7 things. I woke up this morning thinking about writing and ended the day with sewing. So, the only appropriate thing for me to write about is sewing.

When I was a little girl, my mom sewed most of my clothes. Not just the occasional dress, but shirts and pants and even a swimsuit. My mom and I had some of our most epic fights over the clothes she made for me. It was never tight enough, short enough or sparkly enough. I would pout that I didn’t like it or it wasn’t perfect or I wanted to change something on it. I never understood why it took her so long to finish anything. Mom would get frustrated and tell me to stop being a brat. I would yell back at her more bratty things. It was awful.

This Christmas I asked for a sewing machine – and got TWO! I had so many dreams of being a patient and creative sewer. It would be therapeutic. It would be a way for me to produce something that normally just swirls around and around in my mind. It would be a way for me to actually do something I dreamed about. I just knew the minute I sat behind that sewing machine, I would be able to sew perfect lines and amazing dresses. I was going to be the next Anya and they would be begging me to go on Project Runway. I would respectfully decline, of course. I started looking through Vogue and InStyle and would point out the things I could make. Why spend all that money on something I could make myself?

Pinterest didn’t help anything to counteract this delusion. The DIY pages are full of projects that make me think – I can do that. I always think I can do everything.

Turns out, I can’t do everything. Case in point: We had a sewing day at my friend’s house the other day. One of the girls was a graduate of UT’s design program. She was incredible. She also brought over this super cute fox she made. You can guess what happened next – “I can make that”.

Here, let me just show you…

Guess who’s is on the right.
That’s right, folks.

So, I kept trying…


It’s definitely better, but it’s not great. All I can say is that I’m glad this is for 6 year old girls that love me verrrry much.

I don’t foresee my invite to be on Project Runway any time soon, but I must say, I’m having a great time. I am beginning to understand why my mom took so long when she was making my clothes. My mom deserves more than an apology for my bratty behavior.

Sewing is hard. Sewing is time consuming. But there is something very satisfying about it.

I’ll keep you posted, maybe I’ll actually make something that looks like what it was supposed to.

a bit of nostalgia…

[day 6in7]

For the longest time, we didn’t have a TV.

My parents decided that it would be better for us to play outside or read or talk to one another. Occasionally, as a treat, my dad would drive into the nearest town of Beaumont and pick up a TV and VCR from a Rent-a-Center. We would get to watch a few movies, mostly Westerns or something equally as wholesome. It was a treat.

I remember hating it back then that we didn’t have a TV. We would go over to my MawMaw’s house and we would be glued to the TV. Our cousins would make fun of us for sitting and staring at the TV.

But for us, it was incredible! The shows were fascinating and funny and brand new to us.

As we got older, we got a TV again and entered “normal” world. But reading was already in our veins. We were all avid readers. We all had imagination – for better or worse.

My parents gave us the gift of imagination. My sister and I lived in it a little more than was healthy, I’m sure. But the one thing I can say about my childhood is that I had one. I had a childhood. I remember books I read, games we played, stories we invented. I am so thankful that my parents dealt with our little sad faces so that we could have more than a childhood filled with memories of us sitting around watching TV.

My brother and I re-adopted this tradition when we moved in together in Austin. We didn’t have a TV or the internet. We talked. We read. We threw around ideas. We asked questions. We theorized. We got to know what was in each other’s brains. When our friends came over, we talked about what we were all reading. It was fascinating! I could learn about eight different things in one night just by asking “what have you been reading lately?”

I miss this about my life. I miss finding my entertainment in fiction. I miss planning my vacations around how many books I was wanting to read. The more books, the longer the vacation I needed. I miss ripping through the books on my nightstand. I miss telling people about what my “friends” of literature were doing.

I think more than anything, I miss the inspiration that comes from reading fiction.

It’s one of those things that I know I can fix. I can change this. I can shut off the TV. I can schedule in time to read. I can buy more fiction. I can go to coffee shops with only a book in hand. I can leave my computer at home. I can carry a purse large enough for whatever piece of fiction I can’t put down. I can read at stop lights instead of texting or browsing instagram. I can read at doctor’s appointments instead flipping through the most recent style magazine.

So, maybe I will…right after I watch this episode of the Office.

Writer’s block.

She leaned over the railing, fingers reaching for the lily pads, toes dangling behind her. She had bought the dress for this very occasion. A nod to the 50’s with a pink ribbon waist and a full skirt. The day was perfect, bright sun, slow breeze, verdant greens and colorful poppies everywhere the eye could see.

She had taken off her floral heels and placed them next to the bridge. She pulled herself off of the railing and felt the warmth of the wooden boards under her bare feet. She reached up with her thin arms and pulled her long red hair down from the perfectly placed bun. It swished down her back and fell over her thin shoulders. She lifted her chin to the sun, gave the sun a little smile, and dropped it back to her chest. She pulled herself up on top of the railing, imagined that she was thirty feet from impact, turned her back to the water, closed her eyes and let herself lose her balance.

She broke the serenity of the water with her back. Eyes closed, the water enveloped her without regard. She sank to the bottom and stayed. As she started to float to the top, she let all of the air out of her lungs, and sank back down again. The bubbles surfaced to the top, she did not.

One minute later, she pulled herself out of the water, twisted her skirt and rung out the water. She tiptoed through the lily pads and muddy bank, grabbed her shoes, and walked towards home in her self-made puddle for 3 blocks.

She walked in, untied her pink ribbon and dropped her dress to the floor. She hung the wet sundress on a hanger in the shower, pulled on her favorite grey sweats and threadbare v-neck, wrapped her hair in a messy knot and padded into the living room. She found the sunlight streaming in from the french doors and sat in the sunlight squares and thought over her experience.

It didn’t matter how much research she did, it wasn’t enough. It was still just conjecture. It was only writing. She could never make herself feel the despair and darkness she tried to write into her characters. She couldn’t take herself to the place she needed her characters to go. What else was there to do? Research didn’t work. Her imagination was stale. Books on the subject only promoted plagiarism. She couldn’t fake the kind of suffering she wanted to write about. The kind of suffering that didn’t dissipate over a martini and a chick-flick. She couldn’t pretend to understand the kind of suffering that would really take someone to a bridge that could actually produce more injury than a sore bum. She wasn’t creative enough, dark enough, pessimistic enough to create a world worth escaping.

So she stopped.
Closed her computer and called it a day.
Maybe tomorrow she could write something worth finishing.


[day 4in7]

I’m curious of you people, and by “you”, I mean writers.

I sat down, computer on my lap and a cup of steaming coffee on my right. I waited for inspiration to strike. I crawled through my headspace looking for a string of words that would send my fingers on a mission. Nothing. So, I got up, walked outside threw a stick around for Hank…zilch. I decided to clean. I swept, and scrubbed, and washed and folded and rearranged furniture in my head…nada.

Where was this inspiration supposed to come from? Was my music all wrong? Should I change outfits? Maybe put on something more interesting? Something that a leading lady would wear? At this point, I was definitely dressed as the leading lady’s cleaning lady. Should I go for a walk downtown? Should I go buy those Manolo’s I dream about and categorize the debit under “research”?

I was stuck. I’m still stuck.
(And I have two of these things to write today.)

I read once that Hemmingway wrote one usable page every day. At the end of the year, 365 pages of pure novel genius. This was the attraction to 7in7 in the first place. I write all the time. I write in my head. I dream about characters that I would fall in love with the way Thomas Hardy did. I am intoxicated by the honesty and darkness of Emily Bronte. I giggle at the impertinence and wit of Jane Austen. Why would I write something bad, when I have a stack of brilliant writing full of dreamy characters and tantalizing plots already written just waiting for me to read?

So, why do I want to write? What is it about participating in being the teller of stories? I don’t have the answer to this question, but I do have a stack of unposted writings. Some serious, some ridiculous, some full of questions and hypotheticals, none full of answers. They are all very different, but with one thing in common…they are all unfinished.

Faulkner said to “Get it down. Take chances. It may be bad, but it’s the only way you can do anything really good.”

I’m not much of a chance taker, but I’m going to take Faulkner’s advice and try to actually finish something bad, in hopes that one day I will be able to finish something good.

So, here we go…day 5…

A true love story


Kyle and I sat across from one another, heads cast down, hearts as heavy as the air in the room. We had spent a few days in more quiet than usual, both trying to figure out where our joy had gone.

I asked myself all of the usual questions: What is this about? Why do I feel this way? Am I holding something against him that I need to let go? Have I done something I need to ask him for forgiveness? How’s my time with the Lord? Am I trying to find all of my joy in Kyle instead of the Lord? What is going on here? How can I love him so much and yet feel so far from him?

It pained me to see him sitting across the room. Our bodies positioned to match our hearts. How did we get here?

I couldn’t find the answer on my own, so there we sat…broken-hearted, weary, and desirous of our closeness again. I needed my best friend to process with, to help show me the things I couldn’t see on my own. I needed my best friend to challenge me and ask me the hard questions. I needed Kyle.

So, we started talking. We talked through how we were feeling and dug and dug until we landed on what we knew was keeping us from loving each other the way we so desired to.

I looked at him and with pain in my eyes told him that in the dark places of my heart, I missed my freedom. I missed my independence. I missed being the single version of me. He dropped his head feeling the stab of those words. He surprised me when he looked up and said he understood.

And here is why I love this man with every fiber of my being.

These kinds of conversations are awful. There are tears. There are hardened hearts. There are broken hearts, hurt feelings, and wounded pride. There are expectations of a “perfect” marriage or relationship dissipating before our very eyes.

There is one way to fix this kind of brokenness…apologize for the quiet, for the hurt feelings caused, kiss and make-up. Not bad, but temporal.

And then there is the hard way. Kyle didn’t freak out. He didn’t judge me. He didn’t say mean or hurtful words. He pointed me to Jesus. Over the next hour our conversation got harder. He dug deep into the places that showed that my real independence was not from Kyle, but from God.

My desire to be independent from Kyle at the root is pure rebellion and a desire to be independent of God. My desire for freedom is me saying that I believe that I could find more joy outside of what God gave me to find joy. Me missing my singleness is an outright attack on trusting that God is using my marriage to sanctify the parts of my heart that otherwise would not be sanctified without it.

This is love.
To me, this is love.
Kyle fighting for me to crush anything that is in rebellion of God, is love.
Kyle not judging my sin…whether it be painful for him or not, but pointing me to Jesus, is love.
Kyle loving me not despite, but because of all of my messiness, is love.
Kyle caring more about my perseverance than my temporal good-feeling, is love.
Kyle leading me by showing me where my heart doesn’t acknowledge God as God, is love.
Kyle pulling me close to him and pursuing me when I have pulled so far away from him, is love.
Kyle loving God more than me, is love.
Kyle speaking truth to me, even when it hurts, is love.
Kyle is love to me.


A whole lot of nothing. (2in7)

Day 2 of 7.

It’s only day two and I am already out of ideas.

Well, that’s not entirely true…

I would love to write a story about a girl who is a math genius who starts to see clothes and fashion through a mathematical lens. She is obsessive compulsive. She sees symmetry and lines and shapes and begins to create clothes with her mathematical skills.

I could write about some of my embarrassing confessions. Things like, I want to spend $500.00 on a pair of Manolo Blahnicks just because I want to know how $500 shoes feel on my feet and because I want to know how they sound when I walk on pavement. I would confess how many times I like to snooze because sometimes my dreams are so intoxicating I don’t want to leave them. I would tell you about how sometimes I can’t stop counting things because I can’t find a good place to stop. I would probably confess an actual amount of time I dream about materialistic things.

I would like to write about this one day in Thailand. Nothing really happened, but for some reason, it’s a day that stands out above the rest. There was something extraordinary about the way the pineapple tasted as bright and yellow as it looked. There was something incredible about walking down the street feeling completely unknown by the world, but completely known by God. There was something about the spicy Tom Yum that I filled my belly with after a long satisfying walk. It was a non-day kind of perfect day.

I would write about fairies and gnomes and fantastical places. I would tell you about how I have always wanted to be a fairy. And when I met Kyle for the first time, I got all excited and told my friend Emily that he was perfect for me because he looked kind of like an elf and I always wanted to be a fairy!

I would write about my dad and the things I miss the most about him…his laugh and that giant gap in between his teeth. I would tell you stories about how he would lay down in the middle of the mall and make my sister and I pick him up. He would laugh and we would be mortified. I would tell you about the day he was dropping us off at school and he wanted to kiss my sister good-bye. She is not much of a touchy-feely person, so she dodged him. He got out and chased her around the car laughing like a crazy person. I would tell you stories about how he would call us from the neighbor’s house to tell us that Santa got ran over by a reindeer. But we always knew it was him because he couldn’t stop laughing. I would tell you all of the jokes that he repeated a million times over and how he laughed hysterically every single time he told them. I could write funny stories about dad all day long.

I would write about love…but tomorrow is Valentine’s day, so that’s a more appropriate day for that.

I would tell you about the stories that I sometimes make up to tell Kyle. He laughs at me when I tell him these stories and tells me I might be on the crazy side. But I like to tell him these stories about bears who are allergic to bees and kangaroos who don’t know how to jump. They are inane and ridiculous and they make Kyle laugh out loud. And that makes me laugh.

But now I am at 573 words, so I don’t have the space.


(7in7. I can’t believe I committed to this. For one, I can’t think of anything I have ever done for 7 days in a row. Two, I wasn’t planning on actually ever making this blog public. But here goes…1in7.)

Most days I feel tiny.
Most days I feel like my hands are too small to hold everything at once.
Most days I feel like burying my head in the sand.
Most days I feel like hiding away in any one of my fantastical worlds.

Most days I am a yellow-bellied, gutless, wimpy coward.

When I think of the word “courageous” I think of past historical figures who shook things up and made significant changes in the way the world thought or behaved. I think about people like William Wallace fighting for FREEDOM. I think about people like Martin Luther who changed the face of religion in more ways than I have space to list. I think about people like Paul who knew going into his ministry that he would suffer, yet he went all in without hesitation. I think about people like the first girl who swam across the English Channel.

I would never use the word courageous to describe myself.

I am terrified of speaking in front of people. My voice and my hands shake. My brain seizes and I can’t remember what I just said or what I’m about to say. I develop a garden of rosy red hives on my chest and up my neck and onto my cheeks.

I say no to anything with the tiniest bit of risk. I carefully calculate vulnerability and intimacy required before I say yes to anything.

I hide in my daydreams. I dream of a million things I would love to do, but rarely actually move towards doing something about it.

I could fill this page with embarrassing admissions to my cowardice. And in truth, I would rather do just that than to disrupt my little hiding places by exploiting them with what I am going to say next.

This is not okay.
This is not what God wants for me.

I thought a lot about Joshua today and how he had every reason to be terrified. He was about to step into Moses’ shoes and lead a giant group of grumbling, disobedient, cranky people into the land that God had promised them. I thought a lot about how scared he must have been. How sad he must have been to be leading these people when his heart was grieving and missing his friend and leader. I thought a lot about how God addresses Joshua.

God addresses Joshua through promises and commands.

The first thing that God does is tell Joshua all of the things He has promised him. God tells Joshua every place he puts his foot, God has already given him that land. He tells him,  “I have your back” or in God’s words, “Just as I was with Moses, so I will be with you. I will not leave you or forsake you”.

The second thing God tells Joshua is to “only be strong and very courageous”. How? By “being careful to do according to all the law that Moses my servant commanded you”.

God tells Joshua three times to be strong and courageous. God reminds Joshua of his promises. Then He commands him to not veer away from the Book of the Law, but to meditate on it day and night and to be careful to do all that is written in it.

The question I don’t want to think through, but my heart keeps asking regardless if I want it to or not is: Am I so different from Joshua? Did God not promise me that He would never leave or forsake me? Did God not command me to hide the word of God in my heart? Did God not tell me that I should not live by bread alone, but by every word that comes from the mouth of the Lord?

I don’t want to be a coward, but I am terrified of being courageous. I don’t want to be defined by what I am afraid to do. I want to be defined by who God says I am. I don’t want to be the kind of person that cowers from suffering or pain or difficulty.

At the end of the day, I want to be the kind of person that says yes (shaky hands and all) to whatever God asks of me.

I resolve to…

Sure, I’m a little late on making a “resolutions” post, but one of my resolutions is to write more…soooo, check.

Heading in to the new year, I started thinking about what my resolutions of 2013 could be. I never know how to make new year’s resolutions. There are the traditional ones to eat healthier, exercise more, read more and for goodness sakes, finish painting the trim in the hallway downstairs. But I wanted this year to be different.

To help make these new year’s resolutions, I thought through some of my favorite, purest memories from when I was younger that I would like to relive this year.

My PawPaw’s garden. My family spent many meals around my MawMaw’s table. She could put out a feast like no one else. Roast, rice and gravy, buttered rolls, crunchy corn, a green salad topped with tomatoes from the garden, beans from the garden, and garden-fresh cucumbers dusted with salt and pepper. PawPaw worked his garden faithfully. I have this image in my mind of him wearing with his thin, plaid pearl snap, grinning under his straw hat. He always smelled of fresh earth and sweat.

Baking from scratch. My mom had this white cheesecloth that she would fold up and stick in the door of the freezer. When she got ready to bake a pie, she would pull that out and throw some fresh flour all over it. I would take my post on the bar and watch her make this beautiful mess. She would push and pull on the dough and then roll it out in a thin circle and then skillfully drape it over the pie pan. She makes the most divine pies. Ever.

Camping. Whether it was in tents in east Texas or the mountains of northwest Arkansas, I loved living outside for a few days. Cooking outside, taking leisurely walks, catching and cleaning the fish we would eat for dinner, and sitting around the fire drinking coffee and telling stories.

Spontaneous roadtrips. A group of us were sitting around having a cup of coffee when we heard the news that school would be closed due to the hurricanes coming through. While none of our houses were in danger, we did have a few mandatory days off from school and work. Within just a few minutes we had decided on where we would go and what time we would leave. Two hours later, we met back up with our bags packed and a cup of coffee in hand to head to the great state of California. 24 very long hours later we dipped our toes in the Pacific Ocean. I would have never imagined that morning when I woke up that the next day I would be in California.

Theology Saturdays. I spent the first three years of my time here in Austin in a job that tested the limits of my sanity. Turns out, it only took three years to fully push me off the edge. My 8-5 was soul sucking for sure, but those Saturdays were coveted sweetness. I lived in several tiny spaces south of the river with my brother. One of my favorites was an old cottage. It was falling apart and attracted bugs and rodents by the thousands, but it had some of the best sunlight in all of Austin. I spent the early parts of the day studying theology with a constant cup of folgers by my side. As the sun dropped, I would pack up my stuff and take a short drive to the GreenMuse for a few pints of porter and more studying. I learned more about God on those Saturdays than I had in years.

The heart or root of those memories are where my resolutions from 2013 come from. Without further ado…

Grow a garden. Since I don’t have much of a green thumb, I gave my brother a couple of bags of organic soil and seeds as a Christmas present. It’s pretty perfect because he has the greenest thumb of anyone I know and he lives with us. I get fresh veggies from the garden, and never have to lift a finger.

From scratch. Whether it’s baking without a box, cooking from the garden, or sewing, I’d like to be less “store bought” this year. I’d like to take the time and forethought to go “can-less” this year. I like the idea of eating food in season and without all of the added sugar and preservatives.

Outside. I don’t spend enough time outside. I read recently about this family who takes daily walks together. I get so accustomed to feeling comfortable and forcing the temperature to be whatever I want it to be regardless of what season it is. I need more sunlight. I need more time outside. Whether that’s here in Austin or the mountains of Montana, I should enjoy outside more.

Spontaneity. The opposite of spontaneity is comfortability. I have gotten so comfortable in my cozy little life that I don’t even consider anything spontaneous. I’ve turned into quite the little planner. While this might be good for my goal of a more disciplined me, it’s definitely bad for my fun side.

Growth. I loved those Saturdays because I was learning something new. There are a million things for me to learn, why would I stop learning and growing and stretching my mind? JP Moreland said that we should always be reading above our reading level. My goal is to grow in articulation, depth and breadth in theology and history and literature and whatever else strikes a fancy.

And there it is.
Cheers to 2013.
Let’s make it a good one, folks.